I am not very good at vacations...I don't really relax. I don't really plan. And, when I have time off, I stress so much about what to do, what not to do, how much time I'm wasting....
Except for this weekend. I simply was. I did not set my alarm, I did not try to plan, book, schedule anything. I just let the day happen. I just let myself be. It was a bit unnerving at times. Admittedly, I found myself anxious on occasion. And, I currently find myself reminiscing over the things I didn't do.
Yet, I am finding that this week has been one of the most care-free, relaxing, spontaneous times of my life. I don't feel off balance. I don't regret my decisions, or lack thereof.
I simply am comfortable in the shoes I'm currently in. I find that I don't even have to be Carrie Bradshaw from Sex in the City to enjoy my own louboutin's. And that feels exsquisite.