working for a livin....

i don't really want to have correct punctuality at the moment. I am writing this too late, and just want to get it on paper....

today I was at the grocery store picking up some things and noticed one of the workers outside. he is working there just about every time I go. for awhile I didn't see him, and I have to admit, i missed him. i like going regularly to the same place, and being able to spot familiar faces. i find it quite reassuring. what i also think is interesting about this person is that every time I see him, he is talking to himself. he is not very positive, as it seems that he is always arguing with himself. and while i do find it a bit sad, i also inwardly smile, appreciating his faithfulness. seriously, he's there quite a bit. he does many jobs that others probably would shirk. he is working. bringing in an income. keeping the economy going, all while being, er, let's just say somewhat inhibited mentally.

and yet, i know someone who mentally is strong, or at least doesn't have conversations with himself, but somehow cannot find it within themselves to go to work for just a few hours a day.

i find it hard to understand.....i find it hard to empathize....i find it hard to believe.....