this week I had a relapse...of sorts.
I have been so angry this past week. I have fallen off the happy wagon. I have remembered the pain and the hurt all over again...complete with memories attached.
I thought that I was fine with moving on...with acclimating to my new life...
And then, I have a small encounter with a person that has manipulated me, hurt me, and lied to me...
Floods of emotions come like torrents, and I once again guard myself, ready for the weight and the pressure.
I guess I wasn't quite over it all...
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I'm sorry, mama. I don't know what my reaction would be should I encounter my past again. Know that I love you and am praying for you.
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